Happy Father's Day and babbling's

Hey everyone. First of all I would like to say Happy Fathers Day to all the Fathers out there but especially to my Father, Brother, and Brother-n-law. The 3 most important men in my life. I am so blessed to be called daughter and sister. Thank you for always being there and supporting me and loving me no matter what. I love each of you with all my heart. May this day be filled with love, joy, happiness, and all your dreams come true. See you when I get home. So I just finished week 2 yesterday and onto week 3 today. It's my final week here at the resort in Malibu. I leave next Sunday to head to the resort in Utah for a week. I am actually excited to be leaving. I am ready to get home and see everyone and to see my babies. I miss them so much. I really thought that I was going to be freaking out about leaving here and going home. But I am not. I will probably be sad on Saturday because I will be leaving all my peeps behind but am looking forward to moving on. I have met some really great people here these last two weeks. Most of them have left and gone home and I miss them dearly. There is one person in particular that I am going to miss tremendously and already miss tremendously. Her name is Ivette. She has been such an amazing friend these past two weeks. She has supported me, encouraged me and pushed me. We have had a blast together. I love and miss you my friend. Thank you for being you and for being there. You Rock. I was talking to a friend on Facebook tonight that was here with me the first few weeks that I was here last year and she made the comment that I was an inspiration to so many and that I have come so far since last year and that I should be proud of all I have accomplished. She doesn't know how much that meant to me. I have really been struggling with that lately. Accepting compliments and accepting and celebrating how far I have come and how much I have accomplished. I have been working hard on that while I have been here. Starting to embrace it more. We had 38 new guest arrive today. We are full again this week. I have to say I miss the "Old days" when we weren't so full. I was talking to a friend of mine here tonight at dinner and she made the comment that there are several people here that are really skinny and don't need to be here. I pretty much lost it. I told her not to worry about their journey. That we don't know where they came from or where their journey started. I told her that it really pisses me off when people judge other people like that. I have had several people come up to me and say why are you here, you don't look like you need to be here. Really???? Do you know where I have come from????, where my journey began???? No. Why can't people just mind there own business and worry about themselves? Why can't they just concentrate on themselves? Ok I'm done being on my soap box. Well, I'm looking forward to my last week here and heading home in a couple of weeks. I hope all of you are doing fantastic and are all well. Until I get home, May God bless and keep all of you safe. Love and miss all of you.d