First of all I would like to say a great big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my oldest Nephew, Mitchell Dean Williams. He is 25 years old today. Can't believe he is 25 already. Seems like just yesterday, I was holding him in my arms for the first time after his mom endured 23 or more hours of labor with him and then ended up having a c-section. He has been a total blessing in our lives for 25 years. We are all so very proud of him and what he has accomplished in his life. You are a bright light in our family Mitchell and God is going to do AMAZING things in your life. Love you bud.
Well, I have been home for a week now. It was an interesting week last week. I took last week off from exercising to give my knee a chance to recover a little bit. It sure has been giving me lots of fits lately. I don't know what's going on with it. Waiting to get in to see my mom's orthopedic surgeon to see what he has to say. I saw my trainer Vincent today to start training again. It was sure good to get back into a routine with him. We will be training together 3x a week. I am excited to see where he takes me. My goal is to go back to BLR in April, May or June. I sure miss that place. I feel lost without them. I would like to lose 20 lbs by the time I go back there. My food has been pretty good. Staying pretty much between 1200-1400 calories a day. Last week I lost 4.6 lbs. I think a few of those pounds were the difference between the scales at BLR and my scale. But hey I will take it. So total I have lost 80.8 lbs. I am now in the 150's. That seems so unbelievable. I haven't been in the 150's since I think High School. I have about 40 more pounds that I want to lose by the end of this year.
My plans are still to find a job in California and relocate there. Not sure when that will happen. I'm feeling kind of confused and unsure about all of that. Still praying that God would open or close doors. I miss everyone at BLR so much. I am feeling kind of discouraged and out of control. I just wish that I knew what God wanted me to do. I hate feeling like this. I need to get a routine going and keep myself busy. I am giving blood tomorrow morning to get my stats again. I am kind of anxious to see what the numbers say. Hopefully I have truly abated the Diabetes and have cured myself of that. We shall see. I have an appointment on the 23rd of Feb to see my Nurse Practitioner to go over my lab results. Good night all.
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