Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Dealing with Boredom
It's been a long week but a wonderful week. Was exhausted Monday morning and my foot was still kind of bothering me from the weekend so I decided to take the morning off and rest. Hit it really hard in the afternoon though. The last couple of days has been a roller coaster for me. I have been really doubting myself and my progress. I have been here 11 weeks now and am feeling overwhelmed and kind of bored. I have been really struggling with one of the trainers here. I know that they only care about me and want the best for me and to see me succeed, but the way they try to motivate me, I don't respond to very well. I feel like they judge me. Our personalities clash big time. So anyway that has been hard to deal with this week. I'm missing my family and friends like crazy. I know that I am suppose to be here, and I'm very grateful for this opportunity. It just gets minotinous after being cooped up here for 11 weeks.